Hmmz, Just went to meet Ah Raine Jie to pass her her weighing scale and dinner , baby, I and her chitchatted for few hours. And all those heartfelt was spoken and shared. Hope everything will goes well for all of our relationships, and to see everyone HAPPY(:


Come to mine, had alot of little little 'red devils' giving me all sort of doubts and negatives now adays, come to think about it, It's all the past fault causes everything in me so corrupted !


Had heart to heart sms w my baby, and yoo know what! I felt so much better! He had killed all my 'red devils' for me w all his little words. Not cause of that, cause I always felt baby's Love coming into me strongly! Every words he said, every things he do, althought some times I felt so fake bt i know he's trying his best to assure me in his own 'Pathetic' way. :)


At least I know how he feel everytime when my 'red devils' come and spoilt my mood! (:
Thanks for your everything BB, and hope, whatever I've putt in wldn't reverse as hurt back to me, cause I think I dont deserve any hurt at all ! Hate HURTS! (:
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DAMM 12 April-June dk when!

&& Holiday is gonna end so soon , 12 April is the day Im gonna miss holiday for months! Attachment back at CGH for weeks, and posted to ward that I disliked! 'Suay' most impt is no longer w my 2 baba! New cp mates, new year(year2) I shall push everything to the year1? hahaha! Jk! Just that I've manymanymany new skills to complete, had to put aside all those other one. Yes, of cos Im gonna MISS BABA(s) craps and laughters and thick skins!(:

And I know I will be getting lesser time on friends, boyfriend, even families! Only get t meet baby like 2 weeks 3 time/more or less, depends which weekends is taken by his job!? Cause my bloody weekdays is FULL OF ATTACHMENT! :( Should be happy, bt why sian 1/2!!!

And Friends?I think next holiday than can meet? Omfg! Keep in contact k!

D:

Yesterday.


When baby's hut, this is almost our everyday routine while we met is to go eachother house and save more money.Slacked with him at his house, played mahjong with his sis, dinner at his house and when home @ 9!
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Today.


Baby come my hut, Idk what are we gonna do, computer, sleep, chat, TV? Omfg, I cant wait for friday night man! At least that night can meet all of my sistar and his bruddar for a good friday night outing!:D

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Annoyed.
Stressed.
Irritated.
Yet still holding on,
cause I LOVE him! I believe we'nt make our parents disappointed!(:

This is what I sort of done today:


Headache for damm whole afternoon till now, due to don't know what reason? Computer too much? Or something really goes wrong in my central nervous system? Baby working today and tomorrow, so I guess this weekend shall be wasted! (Sob) Nevermind, his monday N tuesday is off-ed:D



As for today, I'v been packing my room, changing the direction of the beds in my bed room again, done. And I sort of like it. (Cause it's a new pattern what!) :)



Mop mop the floors, maple N audi (ed), yes, ima gamming freak, no change since 2005! :D



So baby he as usual, tired, cause yesterday insomnia, smsed me, but I slept like a LOG! So guess he's having a very hard time petrolling at the tower ? :( Jiayou dearest :D ; Thanks for assuring me that we'll always be tgt, cause it's planned by you, the god of mine-.-



Precious, Wifey, Babaa(s) meet UP soon, April 12, Im gonna be real busy havin my attachment!
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Bye la:D

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Anw, ytd when watch confucius(kongzi) with hubby, kinda old people watch? haha.

rated: 2.8/5??

Pei baby buy 2 bermuders:)

& he spended a bomb for his own bday,

I feel so bad =X

Ear wax for master that bring those ear waxs, alot SAI la BABAs!

LAME!

TODAY IS A BAD BAD DAY!

EVERYTHING SUCKS~!

IM HAVIN MY PMS, SO SHUT TUP!!!!!!!!

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I wish this kinda blessed feelings will never be end,

w him by my side,

I feel no ending love !

YOOHOOYAY.


Meeting babyboy soon, Miss him :D


I w watch ZUO REN(HUMAN) w him!!!!!!


BByee...

SO SAD.................


DAMM SAD...........


FUCKING SAD.............


I supposed that everything had happened will bring us even closer and stronger,
so where is my babyboy now? Workworkwork, forget about me!? Hmmms.


I feel so neglected, lonely, alone, stupid!


HAIIX!



BYE!

Yesterday(Saturday)


The worse day ever, let me tell you why,
morning wake up, meet babyboy, babyboy's sis (and bf), bf's friend at cityhall, planned to go IT fair end up for dk what reason i shall not say here, baby and I had a quarrel and I when off to find Raine.(sobsob) Bad baby ignored me for e whole damm afternoon, till evening, cooled down than had e heart to sms me uh!!! But In the end im touched, cause baby brought me a Nursebear (from build-a-bear workshop)xiongxiong as the apologises. As I told baby ytd, if he not so petty, aint he need to waste so much money, =X


Will update photos of my baby xiongxiong(thou dk why baby named that as xx at the birthcert, cause I dont really like it, cause someone used before)D:


Not e worse, evening we when to meet up w his friends, and precious at tampinese satfra for pool-ing, aftermath before we go home a mad uncle (drunk or psycho) pushed baby's friend, than blablabla(......) than uncle followed us, than we called police, whatever, police came, blabla (.....) what a suay day, almost get into dead shyt! D:


AMITTAH!!!


Sunday


When dragonboat w precious, omg fun, but wet and smelly D:


HAPPY BDAY MUMMY PRECIOUS (L)
Now homed,me and precious brought my mummy (veg) Ji jing, going to cut e emicake that I brought soon, so BYEBYE!!....

CAN'T BE BORTHERED, O.O BOTHERED**


heeheehee!



yea, im one of the kusobaba!(bitch) and I ❤kusobabas!!!

FINALLY.....


Finally exam(s) done-ed, here comes my holidays!
laughhs, giggles, hahaha!



Sad:
Cp 2.1, no longer with yunxin and clarelyn D:
Nvm, independent w new cp friend! D:


Ok, im tired, need nappy!!!


BYE....



Wakie from my nappy, got sleep like never sleep, sighh..
There is one fucking bytch trying to bytch into my relationship?
Idk what is her motive, but whatever it is, I trust baby's love only for me!
NOT FOR YOURS! So please shut your fucking mouth -.-


Hmms, but maybe you're right, I love to attract attention from people,
but aren't you also one? Trying to act secretive, hidd behind an annoymous name.
Argh, whatever it is ! You dk me, so if you're coming here to give me general comments,
than I will welcome you if you stat real name or initial like mine (:


Well well, baby boy still sleeping like a P.I.G, night shift sure is tough for him uh!!?
G.O.O.D.N.I.G.H.T!


BYE....

Dont act infront, cause, you will never make it(: Who's real, who's fake I know and I knew! Why must put a mask? Don't like, just dont even talk to it, or, don't care, don't think, don't even need to feel sad for it, c'mon this is nature, every ones had attitude, can't accept it? Just take it or leave it ! But for correct friends that mask is not needed, faster take it, before they leave it ! Cherish before you regret it! :D