7:05 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010:
I CAN'T HELP TO BE SO ATTITUDE to you tdy !
& I hate to feel so alone !
I dw to be so unreasonable, I dont want to see you tired, but I just dont like you going to slp during my free time! That's the only time we can be tgt . You dk hw much I miss you ?! T.T
12:12 PM
Saturday, April 24, 2010:
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Yes, I MISS YOUS, boyf &friends that're always there.
LOVE, you ate wrong meds? You're so sweet today:D
- I wished I can hug you tonight, I can't wait to be yours, totally yours!-
Can't wait for another few years:(
Sometimes when you're bout to give up, tell yourself, why
you've come so far?!
&& Sometimes when you're bout to
let go, tell yourself, will you regret ?!&& Sometimes when you're bout to be emo, tell
yourself, why let your life be so difficult ?!&& Sometimes when you're
bout to ask yourself why, ask yourself, WHY EVERYDAY HAVE SO MANY WHY! -.-
10:34 PM
Friday, April 23, 2010:
HEADACHE TH WHOLE DAMM AFTERNOON TILL NOW!
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P.M.S!
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Many things happened today at CP. & Poor us! Trying so hard, working so hard to take care everyone of them. End up what we get? Pinning and pointing th mistakes more? Just becos our face? We're T.I.R.E.D , e.x.h.a.u.s.t.e.d and we still need to .S.M.I.L.E? can't even grummble a little?
So unfair bodoh!
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Ah whatever and today offically I see my menses flow,+ stomach cramp + headache + temp go up! idk why ytd like that; but definietly not pregnant ok (: Impossible! Must hormones delayed? Idk ...
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Ok that's all la byebye!
7:21 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2010:
O.M.G
I'm saying vulgarities like killing spree .
Why....?
Cos of noobs....
& cos of having PMS.
My V-ja-nal just bleed ! oh isit men-ses? Cos it's only a little bit on e tissue when I wipe . Bt didn't stain my panty leii . & my fucking tummy cramped ! :(
KIV-ing ... pls be men-ses !
&& PSPS due to PMS Hubby keep kenna me scolding ! my tummy hurts now :(
TODAY'S cp.
Iyah.... so far so normal. Tired like hell whole day rush bringing pts' bath, vital signs, cleaning. & it's not as easy as you think . Somehow I feel that we're not here to learn bt helping those ENs relaxen from their work. Ah whatever my pts is prior ; this what everybodies said. So if they are prior . So what's nurses?? We're here to take care of them & hopefully they can discharge as soon as poss, not maid them, so we need some rest too my dears! :(
I'm afraid that I can't make it thru . This dream, will it be shattered away with this kind of attitude of mine? & with this kind of health of mine?! :(
6:45 PM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010:
WO DE LEG GOING BREAK! STILL ACHING NOW, massage MASSAGE darling!!:(
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I'm missing babyx3. Not meeting him this week ! DAMM IT!
Morning shift today aint too good. Did alot things alone even I've a partner?! We simply do things alone & that really makes me misses th time with Clarelyn! She'll always turn into Doraemon and help me! WTH. Life is so unfair to leave chi-na alone! Hard works don't pay you more $ except t satisfactory of yr work and see paitient happy right? Bt bt ... I seriouslly had many complains in this w.....d & this t...eam!
C/O(1)
I dislike pplx that only care for their skills and forgotten abt some other things that we need to do for pt' .
C/O(2)
I dislike to be lefted out , cos I don't understand malayu, seriously I wanted to go & learn !
C/o(3)
I dislike to be so 'suay'
etc: first day IMH tio postponed!
C/O(4)
I dislike my legs, cos it ache so easily!
C/O(5) Last bt not least....
I dislike that everything, EVERYTHING I shld listen to them !
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FYI - nt afraid they're here to read :D
(Seriouslly hor .. I dw to be racist, so dnt be racist to me kkz, cos we're all singaporean ( racial harmony!)
I MISSES BABYX3.( cos he will takecare of me)
I MISSES BGFS (cos they will always be there for me)
I MISSES BABAS(cos they will always be doraemon)
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for that... they 're always my PIOR, always my VIPS.
3:02 PM
Monday, April 19, 2010:
Yesterday
TODAY
Head to IMH/WH early morning by 88, orientate half way, smsed SherminTMonster and she say had fever outbreak so IMH was cancelled. Teacher doubled confirm & I'm going back to CGH tml(cm).Hopefully by next week t outbreak end, we can go back IMH & experience . DAMM suay. Nvr even step into t ward la!!! :(
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ADOI, whatever la my eyes is heavy !!!!!
9:13 PM
Saturday, April 17, 2010:
ADOII!! Manage to get this D-class photo now, they no good, nvr tagg me :(hahaha. Anyway purpose posting this photo up is cause, I MISS THEM LA!
ME & DARLING(:
Having some ups and downs with X3.
It's natural for us to have ups and downs you know....
But too much is not HEALTHY for our relationship you know....
As usual, we solved our problems, and I told X3. I'm gonna take it easy, take things lightly, be it X3. like it or not! I told him, i dnt want to care much already, cause it's tiring laaaa! :(
&& everything will be fine for us, loveX3.
MONDAY IMH, here I come!!!!
ME & DARLING(:
Having some ups and downs with X3.
It's natural for us to have ups and downs you know....
But too much is not HEALTHY for our relationship you know....
As usual, we solved our problems, and I told X3. I'm gonna take it easy, take things lightly, be it X3. like it or not! I told him, i dnt want to care much already, cause it's tiring laaaa! :(
&& everything will be fine for us, loveX3.
MONDAY IMH, here I come!!!!
7:06 PM
Friday, April 16, 2010:
Tiring WEEKS! ....
Well well, this week sure passed fast, cos I tot monday I just said:"Wahlaus! No more holiday! Attachment liaos!!! " But but but look at now.... It's going to be t 2nd week of posting next monday @ I'll be going IMH(so called"woodbridge") ward 22 (which is violent; acute sick pt!) I'm half-excited and half- scared! Althought Shermin kept on said it's fun (when her ward are not acute sick pt~~!!!)
Anyway.
Will I look very qian bian?! If yes! I think next mon I'm gonna tio H.O.O.K! :(
I MISS U DEARx3!
Alright had been 1.2.3.4.5.6 days didn't get to see my babyboyX3 and I'm surelly missing him like hell now! Hmmm.. Police seems to be busier than nurse?! Cos I still can secretly sms him at times while he don't even reply D:! Urghzzz! How am I going to tahan! (need some tahan-therapy!)
Meeting Baby this coming sunday @ not gonna meet him next week leh! Need tahan till next next week? T.T
WHATEVER, I can do it (:
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MISS DEAREST PRECIOUS;
WIFEY;
BABA(s)
too~~!
9:10 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010:
DAY.2
Omg, totally a dead bored ward! All i do is do some parameters, chat with patients and bed bath O.N.E pt', done one (critical)* skill ! That's all, and had my lunch all alone( I miss Ng and Lee) !! :(
I dk why. Had been a blurr sotong for t day and if I'm not wrong, 2 malay EN said: (malay language)S.o.to.n.g! Must be me laaa?! Urgh whatever had been called this nick for years already ! Staffs there some friendly only, but I think t SISTER there is e best cos I first time see SISTER say hello and smile to student. I felt bad not to greet her first :( (:
M.O.O.D.Y!!!!!
IHATE TO BE ALONE!!!
WHY BABYX3 AND CLOSE FRIENDSX3 CAN'T WORK WITH ME?
I'M SO DEPENDENT. I H8 FACES, I WIL THINK THAT THEY ARE TALKING ABT ME, BULLY ME( THO I SELDOM BEEN BULLIED), MAKING ME SO STRESS AND HEADACHE ALL DAY! HAIIX. AFTERNOON SHIFT TML. BACK AT 10PM !
5:56 PM
Monday, April 12, 2010:
t first day
First day of attachment, and ya know what, I'm e freaking one and only chinese in my group !\
& Had been seperated w old CP mates etc: maira , haizum. D: Nevermind, new malay friends are nice too (: Bt today totally did nothing cause ward 39 (aircon) day surgery ward had only like 10+ pt ?! 2 empty cubicle, and what I did today was only check 2 pt's blood pressure -.-
News! Going IMH for 2 week, next coming week, HOHO, Sherminthemonster says> it's fun, yet abit scary cause all e people is locked up like jailbird in a white room. & some was set free outside..D:
BT IT'S FUN SHE SAID!!!!!O.O
Talked to Mr Ronnie Tan and ya, I'm damm regreted to be pulled down by my CPposting due to grooming! Instead of getting 3.++Gpa, I got 2.95Gpa ! :(
Bucking up yet feel like giving up! T packing of time and t loneliness is making this weak me getting weaker and weaker ! & sian-er and sian-er, but I'll not give up la, it's my D.R.E.A.M career leyy !
OH MAN, I FOUND OUT THAT I'M SO
UN-INDEPENDENT.
So miss babyX3, cannot take it already!!!
6:44 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010:
A.T.T.A.C.H.M.E.N.T
posting starts tomorrow!
It's year 2's blue logbook already, abit nervous for tml, yet abit shag-half *no more holiday*.
New teacher(Mr Ronney Tan *male*) somemore! New Cp mates (from other classes-.-)somemore!
Well, waking up @6am tomorrow, reach hospital door steps @ 8am, consider good already, cause after tomorrow every morning shift will start @ t damm nice time 7am to 3pm! Hmmm... which means I had t wake up @ 5.10 am and take bus at 6am! Urghzx! I hate to wake up at that early time!!!! So I prefer afternnoon shift somehow thou it's gonna end @ 9pm ! Urghhzx (2)
Manymany critical skills to complete! Reminds me about year `1.2 time when I struggler and rush for all my 2x skills at the last 2week! "HENG!" So this time round hopefully my tcher will HELP us alot too!!!!!!:D
P.R.A.Y FOR BETTER FUTURE IN NURSING CARREER !
TON(10/04 to 11/04)DAY(2)
When out with usual group, babyX3 and friends ', 9 people in total , 7 of us meet first and the last 2 lateKING QUEEN (R&C) joined us later. Then when slackslack, t guys planned to go billard but t place is totally full of bengzx lianxz.! So end up decided to go tampines 800+ for drinks(beer) and supper . As usual, drank half-acup of HEN' and im totally RED! ++Mood swing, worse come to worse is EMO! But after thanks to saver R&C brought me a cup of limejuice and it really helped alot :)
After that, 12+ the rest go home, so venue East again and babyX3 stays at Northeast so instead of cabbing home babyX3 and I decided to go to C's house and TON again . CHAT & CRAP and get to understands how guys and girls feel for the day. *touched*
A nyway enjoyed my last T.O.N day with babyx3>
~HOME SWWEET HOME~~
HOH LA ENUFF LE LA.. TIRED!!!!!
6:42 PM
Friday, April 9, 2010:
Insane-ME! D:
Lately had been very emotional, my mood can swing left and right , up and down.
Per min happy, per min sad!
Something wrong!
Gald baby still tahan-ing my bad attitude! Kept feeling so insecured. Maybe due to attachment starting and we are going to meet so less so less suddenly. :(
How sia. && almost half of my nursing skills had forgotten; hopefully hands on can make me remember them all again! && Idw my grooming to pull my results down anymore. Gonna clipclipclip like a nerd yet so called "professional" in teachers and Ministry of Health (MOH)'s mind. (:
A-A-A-A(S) is mine!
T-M-L
Can't wait to meet baby and friends to bugis tomorrow, so called"last renuion(dk hw spell)" fr me!:D
5:45 PM
Thursday, April 8, 2010:
Short post due to busi-ness !
HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY
to
Hubby Goh, love you now and forever!
Too swweet, too goodd for me!(:
Bye.....dudes!
1:43 PM
Wednesday, April 7, 2010:
I realise there's alot of miscommunication in me and baby.
And I'm gald we're willing to change for eachother. It's never too late i guess ...
:)
1 more day to 5thmonthsary!
4:35 PM
Monday, April 5, 2010:
-xTONGTONGx3 is LOVED!
I'll be creating DieYouMee 's blog soon!
It's me being selffish or it's you?
Plox say: Learn to give in . Am I not giving in?
C.O.N.F.U.S.E(?.?)
I guess today another 'Áudi' day and seriouslly it's the best medicine to keep you busy!
He said: I'm poisonned by 'Audi'. Well, I hope so! Cos 'Audi' accompanied me most of the time!
Of cos I'll never fall for 'Audi' , but I will be addicted to it !
& Since it's my best medicine whenever I'm down of mood, bored, I'LL BE PLAYING n PLAYING ! And you just go and sleep okay? I've been wondering, I slept lesser hours than you, why im so awaked and you are still go sleepy!?
S.I.G.H!
9:58 PM
Saturday, April 3, 2010:
I'm bored just now while counting down with BABY for his soccer match. Unable to make him quit, so gotta support him.N therefore he WON. Meanwhile I snapp!
...
Anyway how snap, scene may turn out awwful, but who cares!
...
Anyway how snap, scene may turn out awwful, but who cares!
I WANT TO BE ME FROM NOW ON!
W.H.A.T! UGLY UH!!
U DARE SAY ME, I GIVE YOU THIS FACE!
Day dream....
--
zzzz. ok im lame. BYE!
11:58 AM
:
GOODFRIDAY!
Meet Baby in e morning to eat breakfast n head to his house.
Slept for 1/2 hours & I kept on disturb Baby's good sleep.
He buaytahan-ed, so end up wake up early n meet RaineCorey at C's house.
Baby called his bro Xav&GF and also meet them up tgt to go C's house.
Aftermath Jiahao n Xiao Jie came to join in.
Checked @ insing.com for the time of CLASH OF THE TITANS @ DT east Cathay, and all were sold out except 12.20am's non-3D. So have no choice,brought tickets, slacked for hours n hours, we ate Pizza Hut for dinner also! Tot precious coming over, but nvr D:
..... So on so far ....
12.20am Movie started, and everything almost clash with Percy Jackson and the lighting theif LOR! I shall say. I prefer Percy J & LT than Clash of the Titans! Maybe because the first are always e best. Of cause for Graphic cards I think some of C of the T will win .
C OF T rated : 3/5 (***) Versus PJLT rated: 3.5/5.
Aftermath movie ended at 2++ and everyone looks so tired, when back to C's house to sleep, nice air cond but bad sleeping area. 2 couple in one queen/king sized bed, n I've been squeezed. & I guess im the last to sleep and snoozed soundly. *SHY*D:
Woke up at 9+, when DT east eat Mac-fast, go home,
ONLINE :D
Nice GOODFRIDAY w darling (:
BABY ALWAYS BRIGHTEN MY DAY W HIS
WORDS:D
1:05 AM
Friday, April 2, 2010:
GoodBye FOOL!
APRIL FOOL ended one hour ago. No, Im not late to say Goodbye to it on the dotz.
..
But it's still APRIL what, to me, anytime I can still FOOL. :X
..
Actually ytd I've been suspecting that 2 fake cpl(Sherminthemonster/DerrickJavier), n in the end dropped into their damm trap, used to be happy for them eh, but still in alot of doubts, till today I still find it very weird, why both statues no change! Aha! I'm still half smart laaaa!:D
..
NVM LA, you guys are forgived.But nvr forget!
Urgh im tired. Damm BB still working non-stop, busy non-stop, he can go and married the BOATS. Cause im going to sleep, and see him 2morrow! Bye....................!
4:10 PM
Thursday, April 1, 2010:
APRIL. I HATE FOOLS.
I tot it's okay to have some teases on APRIL.
But stupid me end up making BB angry.
I know I had played e wrong way and im sorry.
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Anyw BB had given me a good scolding! D:
And of cos I've to GuaiGuai let him teach me a lesson!
Come to think over it and put me in his shoe
I think the consequences will be worse.
*SHY><*
Gald baby forgived me, and hope he does forget too, he said this is my last chance! urgh, now I can't wait for Good friday!
RESULTS
Im happy to get 3 As for my exams, but my GPA is only 2.95! (ACumulate from year 1 to 2.1)Urghh! 2.2 must study uber hard to get GPA of 3.4/3.5! JIA YOU, TONGXKAI! :(
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