S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D.


So I when to hubby 's ear and rant. Idk why I'm getting more and more dyspnea by all those pressure having within me. I aim for too much, till it's no longer my shoulders can carry.


Had lectured by hubby for being so soft hearted. He told me how to be evil (etc: prior my skills first) ! But that's not my style. What's with having all skills signed but not acting like what a nurse should be? Tchers always say "Prior pt", than they say" why prior pt till fail?" If fail, what's the point now?! Under so much stress, am I able to go to poly?! Seriously, if you ask me, I would choose to be a bookworm! Than a workworm! I hate facing living things(human)sometimes ! *TSK.


I want to get married ASAP.
I want to get older ASAP.
I w to get my own hard earn $ ASAP.
Get 1st LV's ASAP.
I w a good HEALTH!
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