though it's giving me problem the first day already . D:
& grey is love :D
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Thanks to babyboy forking out his $400 and my $600 , so that im able to buy my own lappy .
& its best to go and buy lappy now, as it's on offers! :) Baby, I'll return you asap XP
Dear Aspire, pls dont give me that kind of lag problems again. Tell you'll what happened. It took me 10mins-15mins to reboot/shutdown ! And took me 5-10mins to go into "My computer", and I suspect its due to the free Norman anti-virus . After e-recovery, nw still okay -.-
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&its nothing to proud of, cos until now than I get myself a lappy, for my projects and privacy, but I had yet to buy microsoft powerpoint-.- & its 99 $ ! urgh damm broke!!! D:
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ANYWAY....
had enojyed myself dating alone with hubby on friday and saturday. LOVE HIM T-T-M!:)
Poor me when to see chinese sensei, one word = sucks. It doesnt really help, yet after seeing I've fever of 38.6 , after eating panadol, it dropped to 37.5. Thanks godness , I still got impt test tomorrow. So fever, pls dont rise again k =)
It's very "Heart Breaking" when someone you love, love's [one] doubts you.
Thinking that you're out to cheat ; I know I'm not that kind of person, but I still want him to clarify properlly for me. "I feel im so innocent!" However, Im still touched that my love had promised me that he will help me to explain and clear my bad impression :)
Thanks love, you know I'm the best gf :P
School not too good, as it ends at 5pm, worse tmr its ending at 6pm and I'm having project-in-progress. (...) HaiX. The sadd thing is, i grow fat and it all goes to my tummy, now like 1/2 month preg. That is wad gonna happen if you eat and seat , eat and seat in school. & one of the reasons why I prefered attachment is because it makes me slimmer :P
Touched that some baba(s) did response to my post :)
Jiayou on upcoming CPR/BCLS(Basic Cardiac Life Support) .
Well well , Im
Happy w oncology project's group , as im still with XiaoWan, we're gonna do Cancer of Cervical!
As Cervical Ca is in a rise and out of 3 woman, 1 woman got Ca Cervic, and almost everyday 1 woman died of Cervical Ca. See how horrible and scary it is now about Ca.
Woman that are sexual active, pls do "Pap smear" yearly okay.. Non-sexual active, also better check, kiasu meant no harm :)
Helll..... now im so paranoid! Abit abit scare .... -.-
Do not afraid of your disease, as it will bully you more if you're scared.
FIGHT YOUR WAYY OUT, TILL YOU''RE FREE FROM RELAPSE ZONE.
You NURSES might not be remembering me after we Grad. I've to admit myself that Im not a good friend to you girls, but always rmb im true to you girls. After we Grad, hope you girls can fulfill your dreams as SN, PSY,BIOCHEMICAL, OVERSEAS SN~~~~
For my beloved F-R-I-E-N-D-S , friends that I 'll not forget ; & always be kept deep inside my heart. ~~ I might not sms, call you(s), but I'll always be spying you(s), every single of you(s) that worth, behind your(s) back.
Feelings deep inside ... I feel that I've so many friends I own them too much.They are all so nice to me, they are all so true to me. I feel that Im the lousiest friend, for not able to speak up for them , cares and feel for them more ! :(
Somehow somewhat I feel that im a lousy friend of them. I don't have e initiative to call them up, sms them and see how are they going on. W-H-Y? Up till now, I still dont understands them well enough. And because of that, there's barriers between all of us. I can't say whatevr I like to them, as there's still this barriers in between that make me feeling uncomfortable. Things are really not too good in schools, and this is the first time in this 2years , I'll feel that schools SUCK.
BABA(s), idk how many of yous will be viewing. But you girls know how drift we're with eachother now. I can say that its partically my fault. Cause Im not very good at talking and had leads to miscommunciations. How I wish we're able to sit down and share our feelings like close friends.
For now we left 3month in campus, 3 month in attachment . && to be more accurate, we actually only left this 3 month in campus tgt before we grad. && Of cos, I foresee that most of us will go losting contacts or dont even bother abt eachother in msn/facebook. Sounds upset. It really is....
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I just gonna face the fact that im not good enough for them to remember me for a lifetime ....
PRECIOUS &WIFEY.
you girls too... always kept deep inside my heart :)
It's me, who I'm, the one I never proud of, the type I hate the most ~!
Why ? Why am I starting to think this way, starting to miss that feelings (though I know, no1 would treat me as good as what it is now) & why am I being someone I'm not proud of anymore?
Will you ever forgive me, if I really did something bad?
What if I lied to someone, just for the sake of attention?
What if I did things that I never did like if people did that to me on you?
I'll nvr seek for your forgiveness, cause I nvr worth if I really did.
Same goes to anyone that did that to me, I'll nvr forgive them !
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Dont worries; I'll clear my shyt out of myself :)
SCHOOL-RE-OPENED
I'm back to my second home. ITE-CE.
Back to my room, JR0901-D
Same old sliblings in D-class
Had new Mommy, Ms Chou(CA)
new Nanny, Mdm Lee (oncology module)
new Grandma MDM Tan(BEH2)
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new daddy Mr Imbran(S&W)
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LOL(joking) they are my teachers & classmates:)
&Obviouslly,
Im half-happy( @ least XiaoWan is with me) that I'm in ONCOLOGY module, with projects and phase test to stress about, and the complicated cancer's logy. JYJYJY!!!!!!!
Not only that, im aiming for GPA 3.1 and abv! JYJYJYJYJY!
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&& not only facing stress in studies, Im suffocated by my time slot, it's not allowing me to meet my hubby alot ! Gonna give up the fun being with him for all this future school thing ! SUCK BIG TIME.D:
Sometimes I just can't help to think abt the past. Just cant help to glance abit . Its not that I still cant let go.. Just weird feelings! Well well ...... hope they are moving on fine with their own life. D:
Liar liar, pants on fire, see see now who's in deep burnt? It no longer matters to US anymore; Who you wanna be, behind your closed door ! :]
SIGH.....
I wont harm my love ones for no reasons, you think Im stupid to trust my own eyes? Who having the biggest loop holes is the one I dont trust the most . Hearing things from someone that wouldnt have reasons to lie, is the one I would trust the most.
HOW MANY TRICKS YOU HAVE? I BUAYTAHAN LIVING HERE!
But right now. I feel like singing!
COS WHEELS ON THE BUS GOES ROUND AND ROUND, ROUND AND ROUND, ROUND AND ROUND. KARMAS ISIT ROUNDed? COS IT GOES ROUND BACK TO THE PERSON. LIKE A RECYCLE BIN!
AKA: Kell TongTong/XiaoKaiLian :]
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Currently studied as a student nurse @ ITE-CE, next aim is NYP. =] I'M INSANE; EMOTIONAL; MOODSWING;
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