For my beloved F-R-I-E-N-D-S , friends that I 'll not forget ; & always be kept deep inside my heart. ~~ I might not sms, call you(s), but I'll always be spying you(s), every single of you(s) that worth, behind your(s) back.

Feelings deep inside ... I feel that I've so many friends I own them too much.They are all so nice to me, they are all so true to me. I feel that Im the lousiest friend, for not able to speak up for them , cares and feel for them more ! :(

Somehow somewhat I feel that im a lousy friend of them. I don't have e initiative to call them up, sms them and see how are they going on. W-H-Y? Up till now, I still dont understands them well enough. And because of that, there's barriers between all of us. I can't say whatevr I like to them, as there's still this barriers in between that make me feeling uncomfortable. Things are really not too good in schools, and this is the first time in this 2years , I'll feel that schools SUCK.

BABA(s), idk how many of yous will be viewing. But you girls know how drift we're with eachother now. I can say that its partically my fault. Cause Im not very good at talking and had leads to miscommunciations. How I wish we're able to sit down and share our feelings like close friends.

For now we left 3month in campus, 3 month in attachment . && to be more accurate, we actually only left this 3 month in campus tgt before we grad. && Of cos, I foresee that most of us will go losting contacts or dont even bother abt eachother in msn/facebook. Sounds upset. It really is....

I just gonna face the fact that im not good enough for them to remember me for a lifetime ....