-- 小小小恺。 -- ❤
K e l l y n n - s a y- 1 2 3 c h e e s e !! : )
9:03 PM
Tuesday, August 31, 2010:


Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
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Do not speak harshly to any one; those who are spoken to will answer thee in the same way. Angry speech is painful: blows for blows will touch thee.
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-Every human being is the author of his own health or disease.
Same goes to, disasters is the author of human's behavioural!

I need my space to KP!

Not happy after seeing a video that was posted in facebook, sad to say, it's about animal cruelty on one of my favourite pet [dog!] & it's done by one of the country that I disliked the most [China!] The eat dogs, so merely they have to kill dogs & in a fucking heartless way T.T I really doesnt want to look at China people this way, even the fact that my greatgreatgreat grandparents is born in Chi-na I supposed, but heartless people is meant to die in what-ever disasters that had have!

God is rebelling against humans, with will or without will, some does deserve to die. (But dont pull good people along with you zombies can!) Who influenced them to have an evil mind, heart less zombies!?

An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.


Im HOTHOTHOT, but I cant do anything to stop animal abuse! I eat meat, Im not a vegetarian, Im guilty ; I can't stop myself from eating chicken, fish, duck, pork as they are died cruelly, as an when you think by being in their shoes! You'll feel that its actually quite sad !
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How about eating more animals such as : dogs, rabbit, snakes, rats, tortise(which has a prolong life to 100ages) blablabla....
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News paper showed us that there's a man being killed by tigers in zoo, crazy dog bitting their master, bird flu causing humans death blablabla ... Humans start feeling that wild animals dont deserve a life as they dont have a mind set of what/who not to kill, they are brainless, thinking that brainless animals dont feel pain? Than why are they crying, screaming like a baby when you slaughter them using a knife, shaving(^^) their fur ! If they dont feel & they are brainless/intellectual!
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Than... what about human that has a brain EVEN HAD INTELLECTUAL!? Is chickens, fishes, porks, beefs, lard, ducks not enough for us? I wished I can be like my motherlove & grandmotherlove, they are a PROUDLY PRESENTATION of vegetarians!

Let's start friends by ordering meals 2 veg 1 meat & slowly cut down !


4:47 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2010:


(Yea I still have friends around, all these will leave you oneday with no worries. Frankly, we will, I will ! Where is my secondary's friend? Wife. Precious. Are you all still hanging around at comps to spy eachothers and see how's they are going on? Still reading their blogs and tag them at board? Hmmmm! Answ is: IM-BUSY! We can nvr ask for much more, but I believe my PRECIOUS & WIFE still rmbs and loves me. Be it they even read my blog or not, sms me or not, meeting me or not, I still LOVE THEM! )
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HI SIS,


HAPPY R21 BIRTHDAY,


you finally can go anywhere, watch anything without worries! :)






BIRD FAECES DROPPING DAY @ CHANGI BEACH :)

WITH (LEFT TO RIGHT)

SITI CHAN -ALI LEE-ME(MUTHU TONG)-KUMAR CHEN- NURUL AWYONG.







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Long junk assay!


Its no longer time whereby you can do everything together with friends. As time goes by, childhood funs will slowly faden away. Soon you'll be missing all those moments with your friends & what you could do is just staring over windows missing over good times! :(

I dislike learning how to be independent, going shopping alone, going toilet alone, sleeping alone, study alone,work alone& might also one day sharing problems alone. Its true that friends come and go, but good friends will always stay, but not 24hrs/7 , some might 1 over a week, 1 over a year ! Its natural and its reality. As when I grown up I realised that in singapore career & sleeps will be your only bestfriend. 24hour, 8/9 hours of work, 8/9 hours of sleep. What else more??


UPSETTING RIGHT?
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Now adays even husband cant be your bestfriend. Even husband dont even understands you. They will merely just say" You think too much!"&I hate that word! That's why 70% men go insane easiler than women. Cause taking things too easy might not always help them !!!!! Keeping problems in their close windows aint gonna help mens too ! BAKA, STUPID! D:

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SERIOUSLLY, sometimes I hope im a child, enjoying childhood, everyone is innocent and fun to mix with. & Stress free. But sometimes I hope im a adult, work work work $-$-$ is everything you need. Might face hard circumstances but It'll be will fine soon as you learn your mistakes.

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IDK what living is for sometimes! uhg@!



4:19 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010:


我的名叫唐老鼠 , 但我叫我自己米老鼠(Mickeymouse)因为它POPULAR. 唐老鸭(Donald duck)是我爸爸.唐骂鸭(Daisy duck)是我妈妈. 它们说我是在垃圾桶捡来的

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4:03 PM
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MyHotComments.com

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Being with you is all that I ask for !
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All I want is one guy that can prove me that they are not all the same :)
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Everything in life change you in some way , even the smallest things. If you dont accept these changes, you do not accept yourself. For through these changes bring new and greater things to you. Make you wiser as time progressess !


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JUST FIND IT MEANINGFUL :D

& im bored!



9:00 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010:

7 more days to schoolreopen, 30/08/10!?
AM i right? :[
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Yea, should be right, dont dream that there are 2more weeks of holiday okay Xiaokai!!! :]
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I seriouslly hate that I'm young! I want to hit 2x soon ! So that there are more things I can do, I dontwant to be stuck in school without allowance monthly!
I want a family of my own that I can count on!
" WO YAO ZHANG DA"!
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WEI SHER MER BU RANG WO ZHANG DA!
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urgh..


10:52 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2010:

Im became so shop-aholic!


10:20 PM
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Almost got myself a tight black dress look something like this yesterday, lucky not, it cost $35, just one black cloth! Anyone, tell me where can find cheaper dress like this? Freaking got shape dress sia! Baby suker ! :D



I wanna chnage style!
(bt not that short & hot)



Wedged heels / Cute heart heels!:)


Freakingchio!













I want this mad cute slipper!:)











Scandals I wanna get, something like all this! :)



Isfreakingcool!






















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I became so "AI-MEI" eversince I stepped into ITE & turned 18 soon, I want to change and be a real
" Nu da 18 bian!"
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I hope dresses will look more good on me rather than shirt and shorts!
I hope my makeup skills can be brushed up so my face look more crystal clean!
I hope my skin intergirty, esp legs can look more free-from hairs & scars!
But all this need what we called " MONEY, that dont drop from skys!"
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So, I decided to work as an Enroll Nurse next year, or be sponsored if Im able to go poly~ Than I will start my make over nextyear when I get my angbaos! :X
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I want to look more better infront of people & photos !
(Y)ea.


12:16 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2010:

I WANT ALOT OF STUFFS EG. LIKE.

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1)New specs(black &purple)

2)Canon camera(purple)

3) Laptop bag (purple)

4)Ipod nano (purple)

5) Own (purple) room.

Basically is, anything in purple I like!

muhaha, so i need purple $(s) to get purple stuffs.
$1000sgd look abit like purple. :P


3:11 PM
Monday, August 16, 2010:


What and how we will be in the future depends on what we do now. Every single act and thought plays a role in shaping our existence, in both life and death. The law of causality permeates and molds the great eternal flow of cosmic life.

What, then, are the practical implications of this philosophy? How should it affect our conduct and our outlook?

  • In the first place it provides us with the courage to challenge both life and death. It enables us to see death not as some terrifying unknown but as a normal phase of existence that alternates with life in an eternal cycle.


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    Buddhism stresses the importance of the present and the future.
  • Second, it teaches us to treasure the life we are now living and to try to make it as worthwhile as possible. If we believe in our hearts our present behavior creates and determines our future existences, we will strive to cultivate ourselves and make the most of what each day offers.

  • Third, it teaches us that the only way to fulfill the potential of the human race is to live just, kind, benevolent and compassionate lives. We are helped by being aware that each activity in which we engage can be the source of growth and self-reformation. It is comforting to know that the seeds of good fortune we amass by means of our conduct are undiminished by death, integral with life itself and enhance our eternal self.

  • Finally, this way of thinking enables us to control and subdue our instinctive desires, redirecting them in such a way as to elevate our state of being. We learn to avoid the pitfalls of hedonism and pessimism, to find joy and truth in compassion rather than in an ephemeral hope for rebirth in some other world.



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    Buddhism stresses the importance of the present and the future.


    Present effects are due to karmic causes from the past. However, future effects arise from the causes we make in the present. It is always the present that counts. It is what we do in the present moment that decides our future; our past causes do not govern our future as well. Nichiren Buddhism emphasizes that no matter what kind of karmic causes we have made in the past, through the causes we make in the present we can achieve a brilliant future !

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    BE GOOD NOW, SO THAT YOUR FRIEND IN FUTURE WILL HAVE BETTER LIFE:)


    6:07 PM
    Sunday, August 15, 2010:

    FRIDAY , LAST DAY OF SCHOOL:)






    hahaha!








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    PRECIOUS & WIFEY,MY FIRST TRUE FRIENDS,

    IM MISSING YOU GIRLS, WHEN WANT TO MEET ME?

    FOR A LONG OUTING I MEAN, IM FREEEEEEE :D


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    5:52 PM
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    SATURDAY
    ( with hilarious 2 ladies 1 mix)
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    ktv & chomp chomp @ serangoon, tell me, I'll bring you guys there!:)





















    - AWWWESOME!





    5:33 PM
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    FRIDAY

    ( Dating with babyboy first few hours of the day, met up with R &C aftermath)

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    Awesome yet heartaching day, why??



    RAINE'S blue stiitch, using $3 at arcade from COREY :)

    (Definietly worth)

    Spending $3 more for another monster, bt failed, so do not trust arcade toy machine, they do cheat! :)

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    MINE!




    Limit addiction Mickey Magician .

    Hubby spend $60 at this Jackpot sweet machine!

    This is damm heartache, returned baby $20 cos its sad to see his pulse is empty-.-

    (DAMM UNWORTH)

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    Heehee, though spend so much, but ITS A HAPPY DAY AFTERALL:]

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    MUMMUM at Sakura , treat baby this time over his NewYork treat .

    Blaming baby for asking me to eat macdonalds ard 3+, so this is the lessest I ever eat in buffet, not worth. haha!!



    ENJOYED ANYWAY:D



    4:46 PM
    Tuesday, August 10, 2010:

    NOT FOR READ, too wordy!
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    I'm thinking back to the past that why this bearbear was born,
    and I realised that there's alot of changes bee bee had made for me. Aint this Bearie cute? It's not the cost that counts for me to forgive him, but it's the sincerity I see in him that make me forgive & partically forget what makes me upset that day alr :)
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    A few days back, I got dissapointted & upset with him again, cos he's just cant accept it when I leave him alone for some of my friends. He said that he can becos of me give up meeting some of his friends. I guess r/s is selfish sometimes so I've no reasons to blame him for disagreed with my priorities ; despite that .... he punish me by playing "not eating" game & becos he dont eat, I felt guilty & not eat too despite my tummy is calling, bt luckily im having diarrhoea so was not eating well too ! :D
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    I felt that he was so childish at that moment ; but what to do !D:
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    I SHOULD GO BACK & BELIEVE IN TRUST , IT'S IMPORTANT NO MATTER WHO ELSE THAT DONT WORTH BREAK THIS IMPT KEYS* AWAY. DONT FORGET TO GIVE OTHERS A CHANCE TO PROVE THAT THER'S STILL TRUSTABLE PPL ARD :)


    12:46 PM
    Monday, August 9, 2010:

    OINK!
    ............... MY BLOG IS ROT.................

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    I'm lazy to update!:( I'm sick! :( FML !:(

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    I'll come back when im free !
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    SPENDING MY PH- NATIONAL DAY AT HOME SUCKS!!!