7:10 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2010:
Define Love, in our dictionary, it's forever and ever.
I'M SORRY MY LOVE.
Yesterday had some argument with BF, I've been complaining about some of his love actions that made me felt uncontented, also had make him lose some of his pride. Why does guys need pride so much? Wellwell, that's a natural thing I guess for a man. :)
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& obviouslly. BF is not very happy about me comparing him with others & he wanted me to love him for who he is. Just like he didnt compare me with others. But to me, my idea was just to be honest -.-! He also said that he did tried to meet my expectations, but I still not satisfied & loving me was kenna hard. I admit he did changed for me, but still a little more what ! Having him saying onethings that hurted me the most is,
he said, if " I cant accept him , go and find someone else cos he can never satisfied me!"( I know its by anger) It does make me feel like im a baddy !
Surpisingly, I'm not angry, I'm hurt. Yet apart of me, I know if I really when off to find someone else, he is gonna be the one suffering in sorrows. But I know that he knew our relationships isnt that weak. That's is what broke of my ideas cos I know our love is quite strong .
BUT.
I just want him to tried alittle bit more, so I've got no choice to compared him with some guys. I want him to be my BEST, I want ppl know I've the BEST BF. But I guess it doesnt works too well & I understand that if im the one being compared I wouldnt be happy too ! Well, though everything is fine now but I hope I wont trigger that complain again to him and make him lose his pride.
STILL, IN MY HEART YOU'RE STLL THE BEST OF ALL ,
GIRLS JUST CANT HELP TO ASK FOR MORE :P
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